I have to declare, publicize and proclaim my utmost hatred for exams... cos they rob me of a real life (wake up, eat, study, study and more study then sleep and the whole cycle repeats itself). Like what Marx would say, i'm seriously alienated from the species' being. I no longer find satisfaction in what i do, i'm just going through the motions, much like a factory worker who's repeating the same action over and over again. And its not helping much that i'm only a paper and 2 days away from liberation. And, trust me, exams damage your health, at least it does mine. Now i eat so i won't go hungry, so i'd just eat what's convenient. Gone are the days i eat to live (now i think whatever i put in my mouth just shortens my lifespan by 5 years ok.) or when i live to eat (who lives to eat sub-standard food, tell me!). And all i see in my mind is the beads 'heaven' awaiting me in HK 5 days from now. And it has become the main and only motivation for me to get past this hellish week. Ah, to hell with affluenza and environmental issues...i'm still going to be a peak consumer when i go on my long awaited holidays and buy all the stuff i want without a second thought. Ha, see how useful has all the soci modules been, it just makes me revert back to my terrible old self again.
Pee, haha, i don't know if you'd see this, but i just read ur blog and went to your blogshop. WOW! Where on earth did you get that pre-order thing?! Haha, haven't talked to you for a long long while. See you on Sunday ok! Will quiz you on your rising entrepreneurial activities. Haha!
Am so going to HK to buy all the nice beads, charms and ribbons and come home to make the accessories to sell. I've been thinking about them for the longest time, its such a big distraction. But thinking of such things keeps me sane during the insane, mundane activity of studying.
Sometimes i feel i can really relate to what Marx felt when he wrote the Communist Manifesto. And please la, North Korea is totally the worst example of communism ok. If Marx was still alive and if he sees how his idea of communism has been so distorted by the Kim guy, seriously, Marx will jump back right into his grave and bang his head against his coffin in frustration. Marx really really more like a man with the crystal ball, a man with the ability to foresee the future cos that's what he did and did right, with all his predictions of capitalism and how true most of them are.
This is all just a series of disconnected thoughts. And here i have to go, back to hitting the books.
Till then, exams, may you forever burn in hell for the suffering you've inflicted on me.
